Continuing on is what is my blog history..............

Yah, where did i stop? Yah, this blog started because of the GEP project i attended in Beijing. It's been a long year huh, I am in the army now, totally different from what i was doing 1 year ago in research labs learning all abt science, chemicals n etc. Army for me till now, as i repeat, it just sucks, the training and all. Anyway, i am now training to prepare ATEC in which is like fighting war in reality which means preparing for ops and mission. In doing so, that's what ns life is abt in the army, finishing ATEC, 3/4 of army life is abt this. Anyway,i gone through 2 field camps this dec, 1 live firing n another one coming this sat. So sick n sian of it already. Huh, this is the army n i am army personnel and this is my responsibility. Sian , sian................. My sort of long weekend ends tonite with me going back camp on a christmas nite, isn't it sad, spending christmas nite in camp, haha, aiyo, sucks!!!!! Anyway, my blog's first birthday n anniversary. Still a long way to ORD, 1 year n 6 months, aiya, aiyo, so, so sian... Besides that on my mind, another is back to the same thing again: it's all abt love. Sometimes, i think abt this topic and i start to worry, will i be alone for the rest of my life? Oh why, is it this question in my mind. The answer is obvious right. Let me tell those of you out there that don't know, it is because people around my age already having girlfriend or ex-girlfriends and till now i having none. Very, very the sad right? Anyway, something tells me, i need to some sort change my character towards the girls i like huh!!! Thinking abt this, makes me feel confused, cause i know this is hard for a person like me. And the question is how? HOW? HOW? When will my happiness come n the girl come to me? Sound so desperate huh!! Haha, actually it is so lol. It is the truth n it is burning in my heart for a very, very long time. Anyway, back to my blog, since i started 1 year ago, it shall celebrate more anniversaries like this and it will continue on and on, years after years, decades..... Happy 1st anniversary n birthday to you, My blog!!!! Looking forward to your 2nd birthday already!! Hurray!!! haha!!!