Feelings........................

I guess memories of my mother is flowing around, guess i am glad that the whole family especially my grandma remembers her the most. Now that she's not around anymore, i can see that grandma had lost a soul mate which can accompany her out to different places and actually talk to her almost everyday, always around with her. I guess memories of her flow throughout all my family members' mind. Whenever i went to visit my grandma, somehow, there will be something about my beloved mother. And sometimes this brings me to great memories of her in my mind, somehow it also makes me sad that she's not around anymore. Guess this is how you will when a loved one is not around.

Today, father and brother went to bangkok with the rest of my other family members leaving me alone at home for these 4 days. Anyway, tonite had dinner with buying fruits for praying tomo and keeping the dried clothes all alone. First time so lonely and kind of sad being alone. Anyway, this is the first time in my life, i am alone at home lol. Anyway, hope to get by these few days quickly. While eating dinner, the fish store auntie also notice and asked where is my mother. When she asked for the first time, i sort of stumbled a bit as i didn't know how to answer. In the end, i guess she say is she at home and i sort of agreed and end the conversation. At the point, memories of her appeared in my mind and i know i always love my mother for all the things she did for me. Kind of a sad nite i guess!!!

Loneliness is one thing i hate the most. However, we will eventually have to get by it.

Back from China 3 weeks ago, just started school few days ago!!!!

It's another few months since i type on my blog, tried to update in China but to no avail. Anyway, Dalian's study trip was quite a blast and Beijing's tour was nothing much more than a bore. That so how sums up the 2 months there. Somehow, there was more bonding in my class than ever before, as usual, good and bad things happened over there. In the end, one of the good things was the love blossoms and couple formation in my class(BS and C). Feel really happy for them and hope their love will last forever. A particular guy from my class became the single most annoying and irritating person in the whole stage. Everyone seem to dislike him and facts of him uncover itself in China. Besides this few things that i mentioned, i guess there were others like S and JL issues which bother some of my classmates and more importantly, the 2 lecturers with us. Being a lecturer is not easy and at times difficult as you will have to deal with all the problems that the students give you, be it emotionally, academically, socially and etc.

Some of the things i gain from the trip was different things about JH who is my room mate during these 2 months, he is the one who also make me miss 2 of the factory visits, seeing a love story from start till finally it blossoms and the couple formed and in the whole process trying to make sure that it actually will happen with the rest of my friends. Enjoying the great and cooling weather China offers with dirt and smoke pollution everywhere. Drinking mineral water for the whole of the 2 months there, the most mineral water that i ever drank in my lifetime up till now. Tasting the awesome and cheap seafood found there.

Guess coming back to singapore means more work to do as my group and i started doing an assignment due that very friday on 10 june. Immediately we went back school to start the assignment the next day after we reach singapore. For the rest of the holidays, i spent most of my time in school doing my final year project.Anyway, started the second term this week and on the very first day, received an assignment liao. The stress really starting to pile i guess.

Back to the holidays, besides going back sch, i also have some time to visit my grandma along with the rest of my family members. Also get to meet some of my friends and also friends from work as i resume work on saturdays at universal studios liao.

Great memories with quite a great bunch of people!!!!! Hoo!! Cheers to all the OIPers!!!!!