Long time since my last post...........

Hey guys, i think it's been a long time since i last blog. Anyway, i will start this blog post.

It's been quite some time as my last sem in singapore polytechnic had started, now i am left with the last term which is about 3 more months left before i graduate and earn myself a diploma in food science and technology. It still remains unsure whether i will be studying after that, as i had yet to decide. Anyway, will be making my decision soon enough i hope.

Poly life was quite a normal life for me i guess except when i was struggling a bit when i was in my first year in poly. Nevertheless, time flies and i will be graduating soon. Poly life was the same and my status throughout my whole life is still the same: 'SINGLE'. I guess i am still waiting for that miracle to come along some way or another. I had hope from year 1 in poly life, i would abandoned the current status that i had which is being single. Anyway, disappointments again! Never mind i guess, i am quite used to it. At some point, hopes sort of began hopeless after time.

Now in year 3 of my poly life, my poly group of friends are either in a relationship or going into one, unlike me who is always alone. Now in the discussion, it seems like i am always out of the topic and hearing more of things about love which i don really like to hear about at some point. Maybe i am jealous of them or more of envy, i guess i really don know. Anyway, i hope to graduate really soon as sometimes seeing and hearing about their love stories are really saddening for me.

Enough of the sad stuffs i had i guess. Lucky for me, i am never alone, i have groups of friends which most are still single and being together with them just really let me feel great and happy. Therefore, it somehow let me think of the good things of being SINGLE. Haha! I guess i am who i am and it is hard to change my character as those that are close to me will know that when i like a girl and i don really know how to express it openly to the person. So this is one big flaw which i have and which makes me SINGLE all the way till now. Eager to start a relationship but............

Anyway, last thing i need to mention and the most important will be the passing of my mum, it been a year since my mother left our family peacefully into another world to be free of any troubles, stress and health issues. Recently i just prayed my mum along with my brother and father. Although she had left us, i know she will forever live in our hearts and minds. She will be watching over us and blessing us in whatever we do. In my memory, she always love me the most and adore me the most all the way until she pass on. She's the world's greatest mother to me and all the things she done for will always be remembered deep in my heart. Hope she doing well and good wherever she may be and I just want to say and shout it out I MISS U and LOVE U MUM!!!!!

The last holidays b4 i graduate from poly.........

These holidays were not really holidays, although it is the last holidays b4 i graduate, i still have to go sch doing FYP during the weekdays. This is week 5 and next week is the last week of holidays b4 i start my last sem in singapore poly.

However, did actually take a break this week with us doing FYP only on monday. I went to KL for a short trip with my 2 of my friends from thursday to yesterday which is a saturday. Hope i had recharge enough with this overseas trip. Anyway, done some last minute shopping b4 i left KL with buying of a t-shirt, shoes, socks and a A&W mug. This trip was relaxing, enjoyable and fun.

Already looking forward to my next trip which is to bangkok which will be the third country i ever visited and it will be with my family members. It is in 2 months from 21st dec - 25th dec, a 5 days, 4 nite trip. Hoooo!!! This year of 2011, is going to end for me with a blast. So going to love it!! Haha!!

Holidays are ending as i mentioned before, holidays are never enough i guess, sch's reopening soon, this time for me i hope holidays don end so soon because it is short and secondly i hope to have more time for my FYP to be done. Anyway, we should always look forward i guess, hopes that dec come early so i can go overseas to enjoy again!!! Haha!!!

Till the next post!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feelings........................

I guess memories of my mother is flowing around, guess i am glad that the whole family especially my grandma remembers her the most. Now that she's not around anymore, i can see that grandma had lost a soul mate which can accompany her out to different places and actually talk to her almost everyday, always around with her. I guess memories of her flow throughout all my family members' mind. Whenever i went to visit my grandma, somehow, there will be something about my beloved mother. And sometimes this brings me to great memories of her in my mind, somehow it also makes me sad that she's not around anymore. Guess this is how you will when a loved one is not around.

Today, father and brother went to bangkok with the rest of my other family members leaving me alone at home for these 4 days. Anyway, tonite had dinner with buying fruits for praying tomo and keeping the dried clothes all alone. First time so lonely and kind of sad being alone. Anyway, this is the first time in my life, i am alone at home lol. Anyway, hope to get by these few days quickly. While eating dinner, the fish store auntie also notice and asked where is my mother. When she asked for the first time, i sort of stumbled a bit as i didn't know how to answer. In the end, i guess she say is she at home and i sort of agreed and end the conversation. At the point, memories of her appeared in my mind and i know i always love my mother for all the things she did for me. Kind of a sad nite i guess!!!

Loneliness is one thing i hate the most. However, we will eventually have to get by it.

Back from China 3 weeks ago, just started school few days ago!!!!

It's another few months since i type on my blog, tried to update in China but to no avail. Anyway, Dalian's study trip was quite a blast and Beijing's tour was nothing much more than a bore. That so how sums up the 2 months there. Somehow, there was more bonding in my class than ever before, as usual, good and bad things happened over there. In the end, one of the good things was the love blossoms and couple formation in my class(BS and C). Feel really happy for them and hope their love will last forever. A particular guy from my class became the single most annoying and irritating person in the whole stage. Everyone seem to dislike him and facts of him uncover itself in China. Besides this few things that i mentioned, i guess there were others like S and JL issues which bother some of my classmates and more importantly, the 2 lecturers with us. Being a lecturer is not easy and at times difficult as you will have to deal with all the problems that the students give you, be it emotionally, academically, socially and etc.

Some of the things i gain from the trip was different things about JH who is my room mate during these 2 months, he is the one who also make me miss 2 of the factory visits, seeing a love story from start till finally it blossoms and the couple formed and in the whole process trying to make sure that it actually will happen with the rest of my friends. Enjoying the great and cooling weather China offers with dirt and smoke pollution everywhere. Drinking mineral water for the whole of the 2 months there, the most mineral water that i ever drank in my lifetime up till now. Tasting the awesome and cheap seafood found there.

Guess coming back to singapore means more work to do as my group and i started doing an assignment due that very friday on 10 june. Immediately we went back school to start the assignment the next day after we reach singapore. For the rest of the holidays, i spent most of my time in school doing my final year project.Anyway, started the second term this week and on the very first day, received an assignment liao. The stress really starting to pile i guess.

Back to the holidays, besides going back sch, i also have some time to visit my grandma along with the rest of my family members. Also get to meet some of my friends and also friends from work as i resume work on saturdays at universal studios liao.

Great memories with quite a great bunch of people!!!!! Hoo!! Cheers to all the OIPers!!!!!

Heading into the last week of my internship.........

This is almost the end of week 5 of my 6-week internship program at aceford food industry. I guess i learnt quite a lot during my short period of stay in this company. Tomo shall be attending a food safety management team meeting, it is quite a formal meeting i think. First time, in a meeting with my supervisor and also with the company's GM and senior managers. Quite nervous actually for tomo. Come to think of it, actually i don think i will be asked any questions, just sitting in the meeting ba. Anyway, i went to cut my hair specially for the meeting to have a good impression during the meeting. Actually i wanted to cut during next week b4 i fly off to dalian. Anyway, i hope this short haircut i have now can last till i come back to singapore in june. My hair is like super short now. Haha!

This week also marks the first anniversary yearwhere i work in universal studios . I can't believe i actually work in universal studios for a year liao. Anyway, till now, i had been working at Revenge of the Mummy( indoor roller coaster). Through this 1 year alone, i had seen 3 managers, change of leads although some still remaining, promotion of some of the team members and friends. Transferring out of some of my ROM friends and lots and lots of new faces coming into this attraction. A lot more changes is to be expected in this few months. As i will be heading off to Dalian, China on 16 april(sat), my last working day will be this sunday 10 april which also happens to be the last sunday i will be having in singapore and this is dedicated to my ROM friends i guess. Anyway, i hope that when i return to work after 7 june which is abt 2 months later, the changes in ROM is not very big.

Anyway, will be looking forward to the last 2 events(gatherings i like to call) before i leave for Dalian which is joelin's bf birthday surprise celebration on sat and my advance birthday celebration on 15 april (fri)which is also my last day in singapore and last day of my internship. Ya, i hope i remember to bring the titbits we all shared and bought in our last JB trip to pass to joelin on sat! Haha!! Can any kind souls please remind me? Thanks!!!

Till then.......

Almost forgotten i had a blog.........................

It's 2011 first blog post. It's quite a shock. Time really flies! It's been 10 long months since i last type on my blog. I guess i was busy and stressed up with school work until i was so lazy to type on my blog.

Anyway, i was also busy during Saturdays working at universal studios and Sunday going out with my different groups of friends.

The time when i left off the last 6 months of 2010, i was busy with assignments, projects, tests and exams and not forgetting the chalet during the YOG holidays before the exams plus after the exams working in universal studios during the September holidays till October where school reopens. In that holidays, i also managed to go on a short holiday trip to KL. This short holiday was fulfilling and relaxing as it's been a long time i had travelled to overseas. Anyway, from October to December 2010, tons of things had been happening in my life. A lot of outings was organised and i went out with my universal studios friends more often. It started with the Halloween trips to night safari, then sentosa and an end of the year game event organised by universal studios and all the gatherings and outings carried on till 2011 and still continuing now. Haha!! Really enjoying all the time in these gatherings and outings organised by different friends working in universal studios.

Taking a step back, during the October to December 2010, it was a few of the saddest days of my life with the passing of grandmother from my father's side and during that time, my mother was already not feeling very well and she was admitted to the hospital soon after my grandma's funeral is done. She was diagnosed with quite a lot illnesses while in hospital and eventually recover well enough for her to go home after abt 1 month. But that dreadful day came when suddenly she passed away with no last words with only me at home when it happened. I don know why it happened so damn quickly and i was so in a shock. But i know i needed to stay strong for my family and i managed to deal with my mum's funeral with a peaceful heart although it still pains me at times till now. I know we all have to move forward and my mum will always be with me and my family giving us her blessings no matter what we are doing.

Back to the past few months in this new year of 2011, i begin the year, back to school for the remaining 2 months in the semester before the exams during last week of feb and first week of march and the outings with my universal studios friends continued till now. A lot of photos were taken during the different outings and gatherings, i guess i am happy that i have a tons of photos in facebook right now along with that tons of memories which i will remember for life. At this point for my universal studios friends, for my attraction which i been working for almost a year, some of my friends at ROM now maybe leaving for different places. We might not see one another soon. The photo on this post is just one of the gatherings photos i have and it is the lastest one, don really know how to post the others up. Haha!!!

Anyway, i am having internship for 6 weeks during this march holidays in a vegetable oil company in senoko in sembawang. 3 weeks remaining before i fly to dalian, china for 2 months from 17 april to 7 june 2011 to start my 3rd poly year. I hope when i come back to work during june in universal studios at ROM, i will still see familiar faces around and not much people left although it is quite difficult. 2 months is neither too long nor too short for changes to take place, i hope the changes will not be too big at universal studios at ROM.

Till my next blog post..........................................