Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Only the second blog post of the year 2013

Last post was about 2013 will bring and what i will actually want for the year 2013. Anyway, this is going to be some random post i will be blogging about. Hardly can find time to blog these days because of my super tight and busy university life up till this moment. Anyway, finally find the time, energy, inspiration and motivation to type this second blog post of the year. Haha!!

These few months in my semester 2 in university, reports written was twice as much as semester 1. Deadline also almost as tight as the first sem. Anyway, exams was taken mid jan to end jan and exam results were out only recently for exams in sem 1 was good for most of the modules except nutrition principles. That module I really scraped through lol. I gt 39% in the exams only plus my 2 common tests which i barely passed, i gt an overall of 42%. Although i failed but overall under newcastle university rules, 40% is considered pass so i am very lucky to scraped thru this first essay style questions exams in my university. I guess i am really weak in answering essay style questions. Furthermore, this type of questions requires tons of information from your memories from what u need to memorise which i am rather weak in. Haiz, what's worse for this sem 2 in my uni life is all the 3 exams end may are essay styles exams which i cannot hide from. Super sian,  uni life overall is good but all the exams super tough. I hope I can survive thru all of them without failing. Let's pray hard, this round of exams in sem 2, i will still be able to scraped through. I don wish for me even if all the modules i gt borderline pass of 40% as required by my university to pass a certain module.

I am really hoping to scape thru the whole of my uni life. I already lost the motivation to study from the start, just need to keep pushing myself towards the end point where all the studies would have ended for me nxt june in year 2014 where i would finally graduated no matter what type of degree i will get. I certainly don care as long as i get the cert and i can get a good career out of the certificate. Haha, i will be the happiest person that time where i would finally stop studying for good. 

Anyways, back to the fun part of my uni life, let's stop the studying part for now! Fun times almost coming as i look forward to the europe tour in Italy, switzerland and france. Thereafter, i would be in newcastle for my overseas immersion program for a whole month. Therefore, i would be spending abt a total of 1 and a half months abroad and not in singapore from 24 june all the way till 5 august before i would return. However, i hope the europe tour will not be cancelled last minute cause as of now, there's only 9 people which includes me in the tour and a mininum of 15 is required to start the tour. Chances of the tour being cancelled will be there. The 9 of us can only hope and pray that this trip will not be cancelled making our flight tickets more expensive in the end. Nevertheless, there's 2 sides to the story, even without the tour, we can go free and easy ourselves but we will be in strange land where ducks talk to chicken as in some parts of europe, people don really speak english. To me, this are all adventures that will bring maximum fun and enjoyment to everyone, although to some, it may not be. Anyway, as free n easy maybe we will be an even bigger group together rather than on the tour package with just the 9 of us. Free n easy is also cheaper for most of us except for the plane tickets prices which will already soared to a new high by may. Anyway, i am fine with both choices and whichever i will be blessed with. I am sure i will be happy in the end. Haha, let's see what fate have installed for me and my friends.

As well for newcastle month long trip, arranging the whole class into groups of 6 for the sch hostel stay  is really no easy task. Although the choice is yours, i guess some groups are not really lucky. As for my group of uni friends, we don have problems as my whole clique of 10 persons only have 3 guys so we can stick together. For the girls, it is harder i guess as they will have to split. But eventually, everyone have their own group that somehow they are comfortable with. Haha! I guess most of the things are settle for now. I guess the whole class only our clique + 2 guys who joined the other 4 girls have the mixed gender hostels. Somehow my uni clique always unique in one way or another. Proud to be in my clique, we are always doing fun things together and our personalities somehow click with one another. Lucky and thank god, we are all fun loving people who loves hanging out with one another. Glad and grateful to everyone of them. I guess people in this clique feel this way too. Haha! This is just great. Come to think of it, it will mark one of us my best times spent studying after ITE life. Poly life for me was way too normal and more about studying instead of playing. My uni life with my uni clique will be the best way to end with all the fun people around. Hooo, Cheers to my uni clique of friends, Lester, guo wei, pei yun, rachel, jennifer, ying xian, chong yi, kayam, huiru. Let's pull through this together and graduate next june 2014. Jiayou everyone!!!!

Moving on, from what i observed in my uni life, i think guys in uni really like the company of uni girls. At least, i feel that is true in my course. Haha. This is especially true if the guys including myself who don have girlfriends. U can call this desperate in one sense i guess. But on the other hand, this is opportunities for single guys like me and generally guys in my class are quite well behaved and decent except 1 guy which most girls in the class generally avoid. Futhermore, guys like me, after university will find it harder to find girlfriends i think as this will really depend on where u are working in the future. Therefore, university life presents the one of the last few opportunities to get a girlfriend when u are young. Or else, after uni life, u may have to wait even longer to get a girlfriend. For me, choices can be from university or my current workplace at universal studios singapore. Even if i have a target in mind, i will need to learn to be open to any opportunity that may open. Although the target may be the ideal case for me which i want, sometimes, u also nd to know if the girl actually and test how the girl would feel abt u. Therefore, it is not as easy as what u think and want. Whether to continue, sometimes, it may be a struggle. Hang on and wait patiently i will. Haha!

For some reason, all my friends around me, they always have a common question for me. This question is why u have so my girls as friends and yet u don even have a girlfriend up till now. Sometimes i also wonder. This is just so so sad. Haiz. U can tell them tons of excuses but maybe i am just running away from it. I  think i have been loving girls that i like BUT it is always one-sided i think. End of the day, i just cannot make myself tell them how much i love them. Anyway, maybe i am scared of rejections or because i was rejected before. Haha!! Life's is just like that right? I still will continue being the happy-go-lucky and cheerful guy that always lack the part of the life which is 'LOVE'. Haiz. Ever patiently waiting. Haha!!!!!!!!! Jiayou Yong Chiang!!! Hoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!